nervous

I watch
the face
in his sleep
i see
a prick of
discontentment
at day
covered by laughter

the world
sees
a strong man

crisscrossed
is the journey
love
happiness
trust
broken
to pieces
in the name of
the pillar of thoughts
for life

so be it
crashed
and crushed
getting-up
falling
and getting up again

layers of love
cracked
abandoned
the wounded hearts
are they curable?

I am
by your side
reaching and gauging
the emotions
surrendering
love
passion
hope
happiness
often
untimely

seemingly arrogant
heartless

i watch
your face
in your sleep
i see the prick of discontentment
you
as i am
we are nervous
with this journey

gementar

ku tatap
wajah
di depanku
dalam lena
terpalit keresahan
yang
dikelam
dengan tawa

dunia
melihat
tamamnya
seorang
lelaki

bersiur
perjalanan
cinta
bahagia
percaya
terlerai
berkecai
demi pegangan
paksi pedoman
hidup

biar terhempas
jatuh berkecai
bangun
jatuh
dan bangun lagi

lapisan cinta
retak kasih
terabai
robeknya hati
apakah terubat

aku
kini
di sisi
menyelam rasa
berserah
cinta
kasih
harapan
bahagia
sering
ditepis

nampak angkuh
tak berhati

ku tatap
wajah mu
dalam lena
terpalit keresahan
kau
seperti aku
gementar
dengan perjalanan ini..