Friday, April 29, 2005

gloomy

gloomy - but i can hear the birds twitting. The sun is shining fine. Why is it then that i'm feeling gloomy.

Yesterday was hubby's b'day... With 4 months age difference - i somehow found myself calculating - and recalculating. Wonder if others go thru this - checking and rechecking the number of years we survive life. Hubby and I - we've aged this far...? we've been together this long..? "Where are we heading?" the question popped.

He's balding alright - he started after our 2nd year of marriage. Nope - it's hereditary - my father in law is bald as well. So - it's not completely my doing! In the beginning he kept checking on his balding progress. He was a little disturbed and depressed then. I symphatised - and played my part - convinced him that the hair does not matter. Take Sean Connery, Bruce Willis :) but never copy attempts by Sami Vellu or Sheikh Kadir! Thee hee! Yet i must say - hubby's looking good everyday.

With man it does not matter if you are bald or if you've got the extra bulge. But the same extra bulge on woman plus the accumulated years often make days gloomy..gloomy..